Over all, this year has been very rewarding, even though I would kill for a week long nap! XD
I often find that I'm very hard on myself. To the point where no matter what goals I set for myself, things are never good enough it my eyes. I always have to push myself farther and do a better job than what I've already done. While this is usually a good mentality to have, I've realized it's also a very easy way of making yourself depressed and brunt out. To be honest, there's been a lot of that this past year. Not fun.
Though, this year, I've accomplished almost all of the goals I set for myself.
I got my license, started a new part time job, gotten more freelance work and even got a studio job; one of my biggest goals EVER!!
And I still find myself going "it's not good enough. You need to do x,y and Z and do better. Look at that person over there! You suck compared to them."
Seriously. WTF is up with these thoughts that swim through my head?!? Can they just STFU already?!
I want to be happy and proud of my achievements! Not burnt out and depressed!
Well, in all. Sometimes I just need to get certain things off my chest....and update my journal.